Saturday, September 19, 2009

I miss my husband. Crazy lots. Communication has been scarce lately, but the last time we talked it was for 40 glorious minutes and we talked about everything. I felt sooooo much better, 'cause stuff has been going down lately that is less than ideal. Its been a few days since then.

Anyways, I hate how some days it feels absolutely normal to be alone, and some days it feels like there is so much missing. Today is one of the bad days, where I can imagine going through another day without his sweet words and big blue eyes. I know I'm not the only one dealing with this, but today I can't pretend like it's okay.

I miss him.

3 months left of this...

Also, my roots are orange. In a not-subtle-really-alarming kind of way. Uh oh.

And I've decided that I am no longer a slave to fashion. Leggings be damned! None of those huge necklaces either, they make me look like a football player. Just pretty things that me happy and feel confident! Yay for being a grownup!


  1. 3 months is awesome!!!
    I bought a pair of leggings but I have yet to break them out. Maybe I can lose 50 pounds first.

  2. Hang in there! You don't have much left to go! And yes...I'm boycotting leggings because they make mine look like big ham hocks.

  3. Yeah its a no go on the leggings for me too... I mean when i was 5 they were cool.. now not so much!